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The Birth of the Divine Love Healing Ministry

I had numerous health challenges from the Multiple Sclerosis, Bipolar, Migraines, Psoriasis, and Psoriatic Jesus sacred heartArthritis.  My troubling thoughts about my terrible life became my hell on Earth.  I had a mindset of dread.

One day I found meditation, and learned that my thoughts were not the absolute truth.   I wish I knew my thoughts were false when I was in my 20’s when my mind kept telling me that I wasn’t worthy of life.  This state of mind left me institutionalized so I would not kill myself.

Three months after I began a simple meditation practice of just sitting there not reacting to thoughts, I heard a voice whisper in my ear, “Perfect Spirit.”  I immediately knew and had my first realization (Spiritual Awakening) that my spirit is pure and perfect, and my body/mind are damaged. Then I had a knowing that “all is well,” and all sense of fear about my health vanished.

Unknown to me at this time, this was Grace that descended down from the heavens and I was healed. The healing took 18 months to be fully complete — I followed my intuitive voice for the path to recovery.  To read more about my journey to health, see my book “I Don’t Dwell.”  I share all my simple practices that I used.

I no longer have any signs of disease, no more medicine, and no more need for a cane.

In October 2014,  during a  deep mediation, Jesus placed his right hand on my right cheek and said “do this,” then I was filled with a deep sense of peace and love.  I told this story to a friend Sandy and then she called me an “anointed healer.”  I thought about that title she gave me, anointed means chosen one.  I was chosen by Jesus to do this healing.  I see that she was correct. Although, I’m too humble to actually call myself “anointed healer” in public.

In the spring of 2015, I was told to see Dan Chesbro and become an ordained priest from the Sanctuary of the Beloved and the Order of Melchizedek.   This is a healing order based on unconditional love.  In June 2015, I was ordained.  Once I was ordained and made the commitment to serve all my healing was raised to new heights.

Recently, I was being guided by Mother Mary to start a church Sanctuary of the Divine Love, and create a traveling Divine Love Healing ministry.  Once I announced my intentions the divine got to work on my behalf.   I searched the internet and saw that there is a Sanctuary of Our Lady of Divine Love in Rome, Italy that is a shrine to Mother Mary.  However, Sanctuary of the Divine Love was not being used from what I could see and the website domain was available.  I now own the domain name santuaryofthedivinelove. That night I did a healing circle to my largest crowd to date with 33 people (only 16 people signed up).   Thirty three is a divine number.  The angels are responding to my prayers and they want me to know that they are with me to help with my service.

The next day, I received a surprise call from my website marketing team that they are releasing me from my contract for dontdwell.org. Great news, my old site focused on mindset and this needs to be replaced with my healing ministry.  Although,  I still to do mindset work this is simply not my main focus.  Later that night, I get a message from a new friend Cindi who asked me if I wanted to get together.  I later learned why I was talking to her, she works in a prison and has a great ability to discern when people are not being honest – one of my weaknesses.  When I am working in the divine, spiritual energy of healing, I’m in a state of Christ Consciousness.   This is a place of pure unconditional love, without any judgment.  People have taken advantage of me in this state.

I know that most people do not fully understand true unconditional love and how the mind lives in a place of constant judgment and fault finding .  Before thoughts arise there are no problems or issues, just a silent stillness and peace.   Try this exercise, when you find yourself meeting someone.  Notice how the mind is commenting on their hair, the shape of their body, the clothes they are wearing, how they smell, etc.   The mind is a constant story teller.  Now, imagine life where you no longer believe the story teller, and just accept the purity of all things — their perfect spirit.  This is Christ consciousness.

Part of my healing blessing is to quiet the story-telling mind, since the mind is a magnet for the things you do not want.  When I was in a state of dread, my mindset brought more dread into my life.   This is the law of attraction, what you think about you bring about.

When I lay my hands on people as Jesus did to me,   I am witnessing miracles happen before my eyes.  Or people will tell me that some issue that they arrived with just vanished after I touched them.   I see that I’m a conduit for Jesus and Mother Mary to work through me.

I plan to be on the road full-time in the fall, and will be starting a crowd funding campaign soon to provide the money to start my ministry.  I plan to do my work based on love donations.  I know that the most sick, have the least amount of money.  When I was a sick and disabled man my health care exceed $ 75,000 a year, and even with insurance my co-pays were several thousand dollars.   I am grateful for any amount of help to spread my mission of bringing divine love healing to the world.  The help could be sharing my campaign, hosting me in your town, providing a donation, or simply helping with the day to day work.

Here is a video for the campaign;  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Y6zUkmeNO4

The Divine Love Healing ministry is on GoFundMe,

http://www.gofundme.com/divineloveheals

Love and blessings to you.

Newly Diagnosed With MS? Here Is Some Advice

When I was diagnosed with my various ailments, I read everything I could about the diseases.   I became a walking encyclopedia of knowledge.

Newly Diagnosed with MSThere was a problem with knowing all this information: my mind had a habit of believing that everything I read would happen to me.

With multiple sclerosis, there’s a lot of discussion around fatigue.   This gave me the belief that I was supposed to be tired all the time.  Then I took medication to combat the fatigue.

With bipolar, I wasn’t supposed to be dependable.   Which added to the stigma of mental health, that I’m not supposed to be dependable and worthy.

Not being worthy created a lot issues with self-esteem, and I felt that I wasn’t good enough.  These ‘not good enough beliefs’ added to the suicidal thoughts.

I would’ve been a lot better off not reading anything about my diseases, and instead simply living life to the best of my ability.   However, this was not my mind’s default behavior.  My mind enjoyed acquiring information.   Then my mind took all this information and played games:  What if this happens? My future life is going to look like this with my diseases, etc.

My mind loved to play the dwelling-in-thought game, which added additional stress.  This additional stress lead to more diseases.

If you are newly diagnosed with MS, my advice would be to stop reading about your ailments, and go live life.

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Podcasts For Healing And Other Podcast Outlets

podcasts for healingSometimes I get asked  why I’m talking to certain podcasts,  and if I’m concerned about the image their show projects.

I’ll basically talk to anyone that will listen,  as long as their podcast does not promote harm or cruelty.   It does not matter to me if they have an audience of  one or thousands.   If my words can improve the life of one individual then that podcast interview is a success.

If I am only talking to spirituality podcasts,  then someone like me when I was a health catastrophe will miss my message.   I recently booked a show on a comedy podcast — the Rob and Slim show.   A comedy podcast is a perfect vehicle for me, since I try to get people to not take life so seriously.

I’ve been sending my information to several podcasts for healing, and others as well,  trying to get booked to share my message.   I simply need to speak and inspire people that their stressed out life doesn’t have to be that way.

If you have a podcast  and need guests, let’s chat. Send an email to  media at dontdwell.org

The Primal Mindset Of Catcalling

Woman defendingI saw a post from my friend talking about catcalling, the practice of whistling or making rude comments to a female passerby.   She was taking care of some local errands in her NYC neighborhood and seven men decided to invoke catcalling.

Catcalling is driven by object consciousness.   Most humans live in this state.   Somewhere between waking consciousness and dream consciousness.

In full waking consciousness you would see that this is another human being that needs to be treated with compassion and kindness.  Thoughts aren’t casting judgments.

In dream consciousness you are completely lost in your thoughts in a world of fantasy and oblivious to the fact that thoughts are in control.

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How to Fall Asleep by Stopping the Racing Thoughts

how to fall asleepI had to be knocked out, or the constant mind chatter would keep me awake.  I had racing thoughts most of my life, and I ended up taking sleeping pills for 20+ years.  With the sleeping pills I had difficulty waking up and I was very sluggish.  Avoiding the sleeping pills wasn’t an option since the lack of sleep was a trigger for my migraines or the lack of sleep triggered a manic episode (I was diagnosed Bipolar I).

My mind chatter was usually stuck thinking about how someone treated me earlier in the day, or thinking about the excitement or dread about the upcoming day.  I was possessed by my thoughts and I took all my thoughts as the absolute truth.   Since I took all my thoughts as my truth I suffered from very low self-esteem, high levels of stress, and was in a constant state of worry.   I developed a mindset that I wasn’t good enough or deserving, and became suicidal.

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The First Step To Heal And Taking Back Control

I suffered for 30+ years with bipolar, multiple sclerosis, among other ailments.  I kept seeing my doctors who continued to prescribe medicine to fix me.

I can look back and see that I was doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results – that is the definition of insanity.

I see that it was a deep rooted fear that by changing a normal routine would cause my health conditions to get worse.  My health was already dire, it couldn’t have gotten much worse.  I allowed myself to heal when I made a change to my normal routine.

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Finding True Freedom When The World Is Falling Apart

Finding true freedomThis was a challenging week, as most weeks are. Life is hard. There was a mixture of desirable and undesirable event, from a new office to a very sick father in intensive care (who has since made a remarkable recovery and is home).

This is all part of my life experience, and these have to be accepted fully. The mind will naturally try to alter the past by denying the current situation, and the past cannot be changed. If I did not accept these experiences or circumstances fully then I’ll give the mind fuel to create stress, anxiety, worry and fear. Accepting each moment is unnatural, since this is not normally taught.

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The healing power of the divine love within us

healing powerEarlier this week my father was near death after kidney failure which triggered septic shock. He was in the intensive care unit (ICU) with an uncertain outlook.

My father has had a lot of health challenges over the past five years. Most of his health recoveries have been slow and difficult. After being in the ICU for several days, he is being transferred to a normal room. I began to wonder why he recovered so quickly this time around, what is different this time?

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Reality clashes with the mind — dealing with my father’s health

My father is in the intensive care unit with kidney failure in septic shock (blood poisoning). We’re unsure if he is going to survive, but I have a hunch that the worst is over. Deep down, I realize my father’s spirit is perfect; it is his body that’s damaged.

When I reside in the present moment, I understand the situation clearly. If he does drop his body, I know he has simply returned to his natural form of pure consciousness.

My mind is always producing thoughts, always looking for a nugget to take me out of this moment. The mind is a storyteller trying to get me hooked into a story. I fell into the mind trap for decades and suffered great pain.

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The never-ending cycle of violence — school shootings, genocide and war

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Read the news, and you will be presented with the daily tragedies.

“Ukraine says Malaysian Airliner with 295 Aboard Shot Down”

“Gaza Toll Near 340 As Israel Presses Ground War”

This one headline captured the essence of the violent world:

“Oregon shooting: ‘This is becoming the norm’ — but will anything change?”

There’s no rational explanation for our society’s cycle of violence. Nor is there a rational explanation for why someone would take innocent lives, whether in the form of a school shooting, downing an aircraft, or kidnapping and then killing the innocent, which starts a war. All those events succeed to keep us living in a state of fear.

Franklin Roosevelt said, “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.” Fear is a very powerful force; it keeps the mind busy with ‘what if’ scenarios, always thinking of ways to keep us safe when there is no immediate danger. If there is immediate danger, we must take action or perish.

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